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geeky_agentShe wanted to sleep. She felt like she'd been hollowed out. Something about her conversation with Jack made her feel the same way she had when she found out her father died.
Nothing's changed. When I leave here my father will be gone forever and I'll go back to my life.
Can't tell anyone about this. Not about seeing her dad, not about the facts surrounding his death. Nothing.
She couldn't change anything. There wasn't any justice for her father. She had just to accept this - that was the worst of it.
No.
No, the worst was that after she told him about her family, she watched his face crumple and heard the tears in voice and for a brief moment she almost felt sorry for him. The man who murdered father.
Whether she would go through with them or not she had been toying with the idea of getting back at him. It hadn't mattered if she would do it, just the fact that she could do it. That she could take control, do something.
But Chris knew, she wouldn't be able to do that. Her anger was already slipping away from her only to replaced by this hollowness.
She had nothing.
Nothing's changed. When I leave here my father will be gone forever and I'll go back to my life.
Can't tell anyone about this. Not about seeing her dad, not about the facts surrounding his death. Nothing.
She couldn't change anything. There wasn't any justice for her father. She had just to accept this - that was the worst of it.
No.
No, the worst was that after she told him about her family, she watched his face crumple and heard the tears in voice and for a brief moment she almost felt sorry for him. The man who murdered father.
Whether she would go through with them or not she had been toying with the idea of getting back at him. It hadn't mattered if she would do it, just the fact that she could do it. That she could take control, do something.
But Chris knew, she wouldn't be able to do that. Her anger was already slipping away from her only to replaced by this hollowness.
She had nothing.
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Date: 2005-03-22 11:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-22 12:01 pm (UTC)"Goodnight. Love you."
"Love you too, dad," she says with a small smile.
Ryan steps out of her room and she closes the door after he leaves.