End of the Road

[geeky_agent]

Chris rested her head against the cool surface of the bath. Her breath still came in shuddering gasps but she had stopped crying for now.

She was scared and she was a little ashamed of this. She has some idea that she should be stronger, calmer about this. She realizes it's irrational, she wouldn't expect this of someone else - at least she hopes she wouldn't - but she does want it from herself.

She remembers earlier, when she thought her mom was here and now she wishes she were here. She wanted her right now more than anyone in the world and it wasn't fair that Saunders was here but her mom wasn't. I miss her so much. I wish she were here.

Chris closed her eyes, sighing.

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[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

"Okay, I'll go find someone in a minute." He looks at her for a moment, noticing that her hands are tucked under her pillow. "Your hands cold?"

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

"Yes," she answers cautiously. It was the truth but it's not the entire truth.

[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

He holds out his hand. "Here, give them to me. they'll warm up faster if you use body heat. Though maybe you should put them on your forehead instead, they might help your fever," he says, with a very slight smile.

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

She looks down at the bed. "No, it's all right, Jack."

[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

Her avoidance of his gaze instantly makes him a little suspicious. "What's wrong?" he asks, softly.

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

Still looking at the bed she answers, "One of the symptoms of the disease is that you grow extra limbs."

[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

Well she appears to still have only two arms. "So you have extra...hands? Fingers?"

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

"Fingers," she mutters. "Six on one hand. Seven on the other hand. At least last time I checked."

[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

"Can I see? You don't have to be embarrased about this in front of me," he says, his expression sympathetic.

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

"Fine." She frowns, she's still embarrased no matter what he says but dragging her feet wouldn't make this any easier.

She leans up in the bed, takes the socks off and then turns and sits up. Her hands are in her lap.

[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

He looks at them for a moment, before placing his hands on hers. It is kind fo creepy to see more than five fingers on each hand, but it's not repulsive. He's seen worse.

"Hey, it could be worse. It could be missing fingers." He says with a slight, sympathetic smile. "We'll fix it, though, okay?"

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

Chris nods but remains silent. She has the feeling he's pitying her but she's too tired to argue. Not to mention, it seems pointless.

[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

"And I'm not just humouring you," he says seriously, as she doesn't reply, "We are going to find a way to treat this." He won't let himself think about the alternative.

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

"I know," she says in a small voice.

[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

He nods. "Anyway, I'm going to see if I can find someone to help." He thinks for a moment; there's really only one person he trusts enough to actively look for, though there are a couple others that he would ask to Heal Chris is he saw them first. "Have you ever met Nita Callahan?"

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

"Once or twice. She came to visit Kim after we rescued her from Salazar."

[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

"Okay. I was going to try and find her first, I just wanted to know if you knew her at least. Do you mind?"

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

She shakes her head. "Nita's fine."

[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

"Okay. I'll be back in a while, then," he says, letting go of her hands and standing.

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

"All right." She clapses her hands together in her lap.

"Thank you, Jack."

[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

He shakes his head. "No need to thank me. I'd do it anytime. I'll be back in a few minutes, just lie down and try to relax," he says, leaving the room and going to find Nita.

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

'Try to relax.' Easier said than done.

She lies down on her back, under the covers her hands are resting on her stomach. Chris looks up at the ceiling and thinks about all the things she wants to do when this is over.

If I still can...

[action-antihero.livejournal.com]

There's a knock at the door and Jack sticks his head in the room before opening the door all the way. "Hey, I found Nita," he says, walking in.

[geeky-agent.livejournal.com]

Chris nods to Jack and Nita.

"Hi."

[nita_callahan]

Nita tries to hide her surprise as she enters the room. Chris really is pink, much pinker than she was expecting. She nods back, and approaches the bed cautiously.

"Hey. Under the weather?"